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  • Jun 14 2016

    Fearing positive change

    As I write this, my partner of 4 years (whom we’ll call ‘Kitty’) is telling her husband in no uncertain terms that she wants to end their 8 year marriage.

  • Apr 21 2016

    Battling shame and acknowledging needs

    I’ve been so tired lately. I long for my submissive aspect and have been debating working with professional dominants to get my needs met more regularly. However, there a several roadblocks in the way of this:

  • Jan 30 2016

    An update, a rant, and venting (You’ve been warned)

    I need to go back to using this blog for it’s original intended function.  I intended to use this the same way I use my journal.  To write what I feel without fear, shame, or judgement.

  • Sep 14 2015

    Working Man 2015 and the Rage

    This is the poorest experience I’ve had at Burning Man since I started attending in 2011.

  • May 28 2015

    Not belonging

    As I write this, I’m sitting in Psycho Donuts waiting for my improv comedy class to start.  I’m half listening to a group of anime convention goers excitedly talk about convention programming, cosplay, gaming, and videos they want to see.

  • Oct 21 2014

    Therapy and processing grief

    My therapist has asked me to write about my mother and the time surrounding her death so that I can process it and resolve some of the grief and anxiety that’s affecting me. For me, the more light you shed on something like this the less power it has over you. What follows is most certainly triggery for me and may be for some of you out there as well. You’ve been warned.

  • Sep 07 2013

    The numbness in the wake of Burning Man

    I’m back. I don’t know if my life can’t stay at that speed and volume in the long term, but it doesn’t mean I don’t crave those moments.  It also means I mourn their passing with an intensity that I feel I cannot bear. I have often told friends and lovers that I loathe the […]

  • Dec 31 2012

    New Years Fried

    I’m taking a short hiatus from Nox due to fatigue and shaking off the bad taste of the holidays. Please keep coming back for new announcements or new venues. Thanks 🙂

  • Oct 10 2012

    Too many options, not enough weekend

    NorCal RenFaire Okay so that’s just one option, I guess I just have to decide whether I want to drive the 50 miles each way.    

  • Oct 09 2012