As I write this, I’m sitting in Psycho Donuts waiting for my improv comedy class to start. I’m half listening to a group of anime convention goers excitedly talk about convention programming, cosplay, gaming, and videos they want to see.
I feel very conflicted when confronted with fandom that used to be a greater part of my life. On one hand, I miss that surface belonging that I once had, on the other I like the new direction I’ve gone in. I like being involved in the fetish scene