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A long overdue scene report from pegging volunteer..

I had volunteered to be a demo model for Pegging & Strap-On class last fall as pegging is on my top 5 kinks (as is exhibitionism).  The thought of expressing both when I hadn’t been able to express either in nearly a year was and remains a powerful desire.  The organizers informed that the presenter (the lovely Mss Tatiana Belodyne) was planning on bringing her own people to demonstrate.  I thanked them and asked them to keep me in mind.  Partially because I like to contribute to the South Bay Spot, but mostly because I’d like the experiences.

It turns out that it pays to be polite and it never hurts to ask.  The day of the demonstration, I was advised that Mss Tatiana’s partner would be unable to attend and they could make use of me after all, and to make contact with Mss Tatiana.  I was so excited that I likely over prepared a bit.  I brought toys I liked used on me not only for pegging but for warmup, a variety of lubes, and one of my favorite outfits (a button up shirt and a miniskirt kilt that makes the fun parts easily accessible and inspires me to wag my tail.)

Mss Tatiana herself made a fantastic first impression on me.  She was kind, communicative, and in control in a calm and confident manner.  Given my difficulties in seeking out a dominant partners and my poor experiences, it was quite refreshing.  I was my usual excited self and tried to be as helpful and communicative as possible.  I was so excited I was tingling even before the class began.  I couldn’t help but squirm as Mss Tatiana conducted her class, discussed various toys, and demonstrated the ‘psychic cock’ principle showing that even a cock that wasn’t factory installed can be a powerful psychological turn-on for both the party wielding it as well as the party receiving/playing with it.
By the time Mss Tatiana called me up I’m fairly certain I bounced and/or floated into place.  She improvised a scolding of me for making
a mess of her unmentionables while she was out and I felt a tingle up my spine as I blushed and bowed.  Then she sat upon the massage table and bent me over her knee, exposing my ass to the audience.  Thus began my struggle to be aware as opposed to simply melting into the firm grip of Mss Tatiana.

I squirmed and moaned as she proceed to teach the class while teasing my ass with her warm gloved fingers.  I felt exposed and tried to pay attention to the class, but I couldn’t help but squirm and revel as she slid caressed her fingers into and around my ass while giving warm up pointers to the class.  She occasionally paused to check in with me or to clamp me down to keep me from squirming and wagging my tail in delight :3

I was reveling in the feelings so much I must confess I can’t remember much of the rest of her lecture.  I was laid down on the massage table and tried to hold up my legs in vain as Mss Tatiana gripped my hips and made an example of me.  I was deafened by the thudding of my heart as well as my moans and gasps.  I have a leather covered chew bone which was placed in my mouth and bit down on to muffle my screams.  Eventually she braced my legs and her sweetie partner to tease my aching cock and balls through my jock strap with a Hitachi wand.

I felt her bottom out in me and excuse herself from lecturing because she wanted to finish.  Without even thinking I begged her to “Please cum in me mistress” before hearing the pleased moans of the Lady over the waves of my 5th (or 6th) rolling prostate orgasm,  She pulled out of me and I collapsed like a deflating balloon with a whimper.  The room was large and cool but I felt warm and wonderful as I lie there riding out the aftershocks.  A few friends passed and I vaguely remember one thanking me for sharing myself with the class.

Many of the aspects of why I am a submissive were fed that night.  I was as though I was in the control of someone who would both catch me if I fell but was just as eager to push me over that edge.  I felt put on display and exposed in the best possible way.

This was a wonderful reminder that being polite, being present, and being open (no pun intended) are sometimes all you need to have wonderful experiences.  This good experience directly lead to me signing on to film my first adult film scene 4 months later.  Hopefully I’ll be able to share more about that soon 🙂